regret

regret?
yaup, a bit....
yesterday i sms her that only know
actually he treat her very good
coz he never call me before
maybe it just a friendship call
but i know is not
coz he asked me before:
what she like?
what present am i suppose to give her?
few days before she cried to me
though the phone
cry until can't talk
coz someone humiliate her
and i scold him never protect her
coz he is the leader for that drama
me and him
i think a month never talk adi
from i told him that i treat him actually more than friendship
few days before we sms back
it just because of her
yah,
i'm the one said wnat to help her
but why
now i'm the one who regret?
i know that me and him is never
and ever together
i know myself already put down
it just
no so happy that
he never know how special is him inside my heart.