suddenly think back about Puan Tan,
she said, "you will never know what will happen in your life"
yah, i really don't know.
last 2 week when i back,
i was sleep eat sleep eat,
and i thought this time came back can have gathering with my old friends.
siew wen,
I'm so sorry that i can't meet you.
you looking for me for how long adi?
but every time i couldn't make it to meet you...
and i thought i can celebrate 18/9 with you,
but in the end,
you were the one who accompany me...
i hate that hospital,
really hate there.
when i was 13, i already hate that hospital,
especially A&E.
it make me reflect a lot of thing.
i still can remember that when mum came out there with the red eye...
i still can remember that he was very suffered on the bed...
it still FRESH in my mind!
but last year,
i went there, AGAIN.
coz send my sick grandpa to there.
he enter there,
and out with undertaker...
yesterday, AGAIN i went there,
coz send my grandma in.
she had a very bad fall from bicycle,
and fracture her hand.
suddenly i feel very stress,
just don't know why...
i told jj that,
if i'm not in this line,
isn't that i will not feel that stress?
he said i think too much.
he said lucky i am here,
and i know what to do,
just like last year.
but,
i can handle all my patients in hospital,
but not my family members.
i really don't know what to do,
really...
having very bad dysmenorrhea,
very bad gastric pain,
and migraine...
but i need to take care,
coz it is my job.
suddenly realize that,
i cannot out from this profession,
even though I'm out from hospital and wish to have my holiday...
my dear,
thanks to you that always beside me whenever i need,
really,
THANK YOU
