pain...

yesterday couldn't sleep
coz my shoulder pain start
i think because of the sedation and pain killer really gone off
that's why the pain come
and make me feel uncomfortable the whole night
i don't know which position is most suitable for me
but i cannot turn coz the arm sling is there
the only thing that i can do is just lying there with my open eye
i don't know when i slept
just know that my arm keep on numb and pain
until 8 something jo sms me
asked me tell her when i need help
i really need help
with my numb and pain shoulder
i can't do anything
even though brush my teeth
lucky flora came and help me make coffee
coz i need to take my pain killer
flora told me that jo was bathing
i thanks to her said this to me
coz i was sms jo but not flora came to help me
if not i will think that she don't want to see me anymore....

here, i need to say a very special
THANK YOU to ANGEL
if not
i think yesterday the thing that i can do
just sit there and cry
i said i wanted wash my hair
she help me to wash my hair
i said i wanted wash my cloth
she help me to brush my cloth
i said i hungry
she help me to order dinner
she scare i alone
so she teman me watch movie
she scare i cry again
so she keep on talking
she saw i slept adi
so she never wake me up and let me rest
i'm GLAD that i have this sister
yesterday no matter what
she was there and ready to help
i just cry at any time
coz jo still angry me
but she just sit beside me
THANK GOD she never leave me behind


but i was so bad that i never say sorry to her
coz she angry also
ANGEL TAN
my dear sister
i'm so soory that i make you sad and disappointed
i'm thank you soooo much that no matter what
you still beside me
as i said
you are not only my friend
but you are my sister
thank you for every thing
and jo,
please forgive me
i'm sooooooooooo sorry to both of you


flora, thanks for helping me!