a beautiful day

finally i can stop cry-ing...
flora came and talk to me
it make me feel better
and i really cool down

flora told me that no need to keep on cry because of her
because both of us also wrong
if i continue like that
she will feel more frustrated
i told her that i cry because i feel so sorry to her
she told me that
it's already pass
it's over and
is enough for me
yah,
i know that i cannot continue like this
because she need time to cool down like me
i kept on cry just because i hope that she can forgive me
but i know that it can't happen within 1 or 2 days time

today angel said i look more beauty
coz yesterday and before that i was sooo ugly
i asked her back is it talk about my hand writing?
coz i need to use left hand to write...
she keep quiet and "haiz....."
but hehe...
of cause i understand what she mean....

really need thanks to you all that helping me
last time
i wish to become a good nurse to nurse my patient
but now
i am the patient
who are in pain
cannot sleep at night
immobility
and need to depend on others a lot
i start to understand that
nursing patient really need to be very sensitive
need to observe what they need before they ask help from you
coz sometime patient also don't know that
actually a lot of thing they all cannot do by them self...

today during lecture i was feel sooo uncomfortable
because of my arm sling
it make my neck almost drop down on the table
and my shoulder on and off pain and numb
some more my hand writing become sooooo ugly.....
haiz....
never mind lah
as long as i still have my lovely friend teman me
i know i can pass it one. :p