off day

today is my off day...
long time never blogging adi...
haiz... coz busy in working
and also facebook-ing

tomorroe will serving medication with CI,
quite "jing zhang"....
coz i need to know all the medication name,
indication of the medicine,
and also have any site effect...
but unfortunately
i'm not the person who LOVE to memorize things....
don't know which way will CI choose for me to die....
in the ward,
i had a lot of chance to give injection.
until now,
i already gave 3 times.
i think,
i am more confident in giving injection adi... (although i haven get even 1 sign)

raning now...
same with my mood.
not sad but moody.
maybe off day too boring for me...
maybe keep on checking the indication of the medicine...
or maybe thinking for someone...
don't know,
have no answer....

last night was received his sms.
feel..... shock.
never think that he will sms me.
but it just a forward message,
am i think too much?
coz he just send me one and only one forward message,
but no concern...
ya...
we are different now,
i know...

today know more about a friend through msn-ing.
and i was broke my priciple
by gave him know more about me...
abnormal, i know...
but i trust him...
maybe is the time for me to break down my "wall"
and not always think that
friend will always betray me...
ya,
maybe i should do it.