dream...

have a lot of things need to say
but don't know how to start.
recently a friend ask a question like this:
will you regret for this three yeras?
some of my friend said that,
they will never regret for it.
some of them said that,
joining this cause because had no chooice.
for me,
i don't know.
yaup,
my dream is to be a nurse when i was 13 years old.
friends who know me,
they will know that why i wanted to join nursing when i was 13.
i feel like want to take good care of them,
give love to them,
and be patient to them.
no matter how fussy they are,
how unreasonable they are,
i still feel like,
i am helping them.
after one year at here,
i realize a lot.
nursing field
is not that easy as you think.
it may look like angel for patient
it may look like friendly for others
only when you step into this field
you will only know how is it life
maybe this call social life.
but for me
being a nurse is cannot like this.
anything happen
just judge without understanding
yes,
i admit that i'm regret
because it out of my imagination
that's why i told my friend that
dream is not equal to future.
BUT I'LL NEVER GIVE UP!!
COZ BEING A NURSE WILL BE PART OF MY LIFE
MY FUTURE WILL BE WEARING WHITE UNIFORM FOR MY WHOLE LIFE
it just
before become a staff nurse
you really need to sacrefice a lot.
i know that this 3 years journey is a very hard time for me
but...
i will continue to fight for it!!!