holiday

last week, i was went back to my lovely sweet home.
i miss my mummy,
i miss my both brother,
i miss menglembu,
i miss nice food at ipoh.
but only 2 days...
yah, but nevermind lah,
2 days, better than don't have.
i was so touch when i at home.
eventhough i haven reach home,
my lovely brother adi did something that i felt touch.
he was waiting me at the bus stop there
waiting to help me carry my things
waiting to take me home.
maybe others feel nothing for this
but for me is different.
mummy was on leave on last saturday
coz she said she long time never shopping with me
so last saturday
she was brought me and my brother went out shopping and eat nice food
she know that i miss seafood so she brought to eat seafood
she know that i wish to buy some books to read so brought me to shopping
i was sooooo touch
really don't know how to express my feeling

yesterday i was took my result adi
happy? sad? don't know
i really don't know...
my GPA was 3.3
many people was less than this
but also have a lot people higher than me.
however, sem 1 than time i was 3.5
so.... i also don't know how...
but i very glad that i get all my procedure sign
i really glad that i have a good CI at ORKID ward
thanks you CI

just now meeting with my group girls
talking about assigment
a lot of assigment is coming
and all need to be done before we all on block
but i wish to go back on next saturday
i know i cannot be self fish
but like what she said
if you never treat yourself good
no body will pity you
i'm so sorry my dear group girl...

realize something
guys,
is not important for me anymore
think of them also feel tired
don't know why will be like that...
but i do admit
i miss HIM
i miss him a lot
last saturday i saw him at pasar malam
but he just act like dosen see me
just walk off like that
but i never angry
coz he is special for me
coz i'm the one who reject him
coz i'm the one who make him sad....