sweet dream

so long never dream about you,
and this morning,
i'm glad that can see you so clearly in my dream.
you hug me,
with your soft voice worry about me.
i never let you hug before,
maybe yes,
but it not in my memory.
so,
in my sweet dream last night,
you hugged me,
that was so comfort.
you are worrying me,
and asked my why never take good care for myself;
every time make myself sufferer in gastric pain.
"should eat more, sleep more yah.
not enough money is it?
remember ask money from me if you are not enough ok?"
you know?
i was so happy that can see you in my dream,
until i feel like don't want to wake up...
Papa,
i miss you.
i do miss you so much.
CI said,
when somebody that you love leave you,
you shouldn't be so sad and depress for more that 6 month.
if not,
you are under depression.
but 7 years already,
every time when i thinking back you,
my tears just cannot be control.
is it normal?
have no ideal....