before annual leave..

is waiting for home....
so long, don't have long holiday.
refresh back, my last long holiday was on CNY,
which was just discharge from hospital,
and i had fever during CNY also...
last last long holiday,
my grandpa pass away,
and i cannot enjoy also...
this time go back,
i do hope that i can enjoy it.
but too bad,
before go back,
tutor said something that make my guilty.
"enjoy your leave,
come back only suffer"
after leave,
will have OSCE, external lecture, procedure, exam...
i know will be very stress,
but i waited this leave for so long....
sometimes i really not understand,
things that happen there you don't know,
just said that we never put effort.
yah,
i'm tired to find,
really tired.
find out already then how?
no body want to supervise me,
what i can do for it?