eveyday rushing for assignment...
everyday doing my revision...
everyday concentrate on my lecture...
yah.. test 3 is coming...
i afriad that, i cannot do my best.
each and every one of us is tired,
some of them doing assiggnment until midnight,
some of them study study and study until sick...
me?
try to do my best.
try to finish my assignment,
try to finish my revision question,
try to pay attention during lecture,
try to be ok when group girls was fighting for assignment,
try to be clam when my friends was not gave me cooperation...
just want clam down and bear with it,
coz all of us is not in a good mood...
but i don't know that,
when i will break down...
i really don't know.
i very scare that,
one day, when i cannot take it anymore,
i don't know what i will do.
yah...
wish will have someone to let me shout it out...
the other days,
i was told him that my secret.
a secret that i was kept it for... don't know how long adi...
maybe it start when i came here study,
maybe when we take result,
maybe when we went holiday with F5 friend,
or maybe when we are classmate...
but he just said sorry to me...
coz his heart was occupied by other...
hah...
finally i brave enough to let him know,
but he just sorry.
i would't blame,
coz at least i try and work hard for it...
but,
it feel pain
and sad
in my heart...
however,
no matter how,
i still continue my life.
i cannot because if this,
stop all my activities...
even though i fail,
life still need to go on,
i still need to sit for my test 3.
no matter how pain is it,
i still need to be strong...
hope that,
i'll not break down...
gambateh o..
ReplyDeleteeverything will be all right...
you so brave to said out all the things n wun feel regret on it..