last week was a terrible week for me...
i was break down,
feel that my life was no more meaning and full of stress.
my friend know that i was something wrong,
so she keep on asking me questions,
and finally i was "vomit" all my problem out.
in the end of it,
she let me undrstand that,
no matter what problems that i have,
no matter how stress i have,
no matter how bad i feel,
i still have my family
and all my dear friends here.
my family and my friends will always be there to support me,
to share my stress,
to listen my complian,
and to love me.
yah, is true.

finally i feel that i find back myself.
i can be myself almost one year i have been here.
happy, and just feel that,
no need to so sensitive about what will my friend think on me,
what they are talking, why they don't talk to me... something like that.
yah... just be yourself.

today feel happy that,
my friend told me about her problem,
and i glad that,
i was there for her when she need help.
i start to understand that,
sometime no need to stress yourself
to do something that you don't want to do..
sometime is ok that your said "no" to your friend,
coz last time i was just follow what friends said...

yah, when i break down that time,
i cried a lot...
i think my tear can make 1 cup of coffee already.
but then angel said:
never cry for a man.
but after you cry,
you should be a better person to see guys in a clearer way.
coz our tears content lysozyme,
which help you to clean the dirt,
and "microorganisms" which affect you eye sight.
so,
after you cry,
your tear clean your eyes.
so,
blink blink your eye
and see guys more "clear"!!