NO!

i'm not angry actually...
but i just don't understand~
i had the chance,
but one word of "NO",
i lost it.
you scold why need to do this at this time,
coz we are studying now,
we can do it during working actually.
but you don't know that
that time our girl were there,
i'm not going to take theirs one.
so i have the chance this morning,
but i couldn't arrange it nicely,
until i lost the chance.
maybe because i never put the effort in,
that's y i cannot get what i want?
but i do..
again,
not my chance, and not my luck.