holiday feeling~

CVS, Cardio-Vascular System,
the subject that i like the most!!!
tomorrow will have an exam on this subject,
and yet, i'm still online-ing~~ hah~

yesterday was so happy...
i'm so lucky that can get my leave during Christmas.
some of my group girls can't get what they request,
but i REALLY REALLY REALLY thank God that, i can get.
coz, i really need to go back,
really need a good REST~
almost 2 month i never back to menglembu,
so miss there~
miss my mama; miss my family; miss my friends; and him~

the other days when i study that time,
i was share some my childhood life time with them.
it make me think back a lot,
reflect back that, how was my life last time~
but then what ever is it, it was pass.
for now what i know is only
i have a lovely mama,
a brother that always SAYANG and support me a lot,
and a handsome JJ~

10 days ago, my college cafeteria was close~
that time only know that,
how important is rice for me.
haiz... that time really difficult to pass
coz i need to solve it out by myself~
those have family here can bring food for them~
those have boyfriend here can bring them out for lunch or dinner~
those have nothing like me,
have maggie mee, indo mee, mee sedap and whatever mee teman us~ haha..

miss my brother, loozen lah...
{weii... if you read this please don't lough,
coz it true, okay?}
coz he really SAYANG me a lot,
although he has a girl friend adi~
every year he will buy me birthday present;
every time come back form Singapore will bring me some present;
when i'm back will bring me out to eat whatever i like;
and a lot~
last time when i still study in school,
when ever i get bully,
he will come and support me;
what ever subject that i don't know,
he will teach me until i knot my head said i understand;
what ever i like to eat,
he will always remember and buy for me~
but now? haiz~~
all this i need to solve it by myself~

I WANT TO GO BACK lah~~