debase?

i don't know that whether your message on msn is it replying to me or not.
if yes, please make it clear;
if not, please don't disturb.

i never feel that heart pain before.
i know it was pass,
and it was long long long time ago story...
but i do need an explain from you.
Jayee scold me before,
coz it not important to me anymore,
coz you will never tell me your true answer...
"whatever is it, it's already pass for 4 years!"
yah,
i thought that i can forget it...
but i just feel angry
when ever i read your message from msn.
i just feel that i get lie from you...
maybe on your "pm" there is not mean anything for me
but according to my six sense, is for me
you just left out, to L only.
"you know nothing by reading my pm,
we are nothing between us,
make it clear, don't debase yourself"
for me? for her? or for.....?!
maybe i too sensitive?
but after i post my feeling
you post it also...
make me feel that,
you are replying my angry.
if for me,
i feel very disappointed to you
if not for me,
i do hope you understand that,
beside heart broken,
you really give me nothing...